I am still. Here.
"‘Cathy, I’m lost,’ I said, though I knew she was sleeping.
Tom Hiddleston reads When You Are Old by W. B. Yeats
When you are old and grey and full of sleep,And nodding by the fire, take down this book,And slowly read, and dream of the soft lookYour eyes had once, and of their shadows deep;How many loved your moments of glad grace,And loved your beauty with love false or true,But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you,And loved the sorrows of your changing face;And bending down beside the glowing bars,Murmur, a little sadly, how Love fledAnd paced upon the mountains overheadAnd hid his face amid a crowd of stars.
A thought
I’m a thought.
I come into your mind
And I am fraught,
No. Rather, wrought
With all that’s blind and unkind;
A bitter, twisted chain
fraught with pain and disdain.
I burst into your mind
And unwind and bind
To all the thoughts inside,
Entwined until I am part of them,
Unable to be defined.
Tom Hiddleston reads She Walks in Beauty by Lord Byron
She walks in beauty, like the nightOf cloudless climes and starry skies;And all that’s best of dark and brightMeet in her aspect and her eyes;Thus mellowed to that tender lightWhich heaven to gaudy day denies.One shade the more, one ray the less,Had half impaired the nameless graceWhich waves in every raven tress,Or softly lightens o’er her face;Where thoughts serenely sweet express,How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.And on that cheek, and o’er that brow,So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,The smiles that win, the tints that glow,But tell of days in goodness spent,A mind at peace with all below,A heart whose love is innocent!
(Source: lazyocean)
The Things We Inherit
Are eyes in the front,
and staying up nights and a predisposition to
one of many slow deaths.Mostly, I’m trying not to be afraid of the upside-downs
and the topsy-turvys,
my mother is crying on the phone and I’m thinking about
cocoons and persimmon— things that seem to happen
upside down.Sometimes I think about seeing someone,
getting an Rx for the darkness that grows somewhere strange
in me, or the thoughts that are expecting mouse-mothers,
giving birth to litters of blind, fearful things.The things we inherit are, also, the horizon.
And the hunter, Orion, and the lion
and rock walls like souls crying out.And I wonder about how the rocks feel about the rain,
or how the toads feel about the wind, and then
I don’t feel so upside-down, maybe.
Sometimes, I think, it’s good to dig up the earth,
only just to know it better.It’s spring where I’m living, I mean,
inside this ribcage. And mostly the horizon is always there, somewhere.
There is ancient graffiti, also, on rock walls like souls crying out,
and much more to inherit somewhere, everywhere.
"
Center of all centers, core of cores,
almond self-enclosed and growing sweet –
all this universe, to the furthest stars
and beyond them, is your flesh, your fruit.
Now you feel how nothing clings to you;
your vast shell reaches into endless space,
and there the rich, thick fluids rise and flow.
Illuminated in your infinite peace,
a billion stars go spinning through the night,
blazing high above your head.
But in you is the presence that
will be, when all the stars are dead.
(Source: talkativolive)
The Nymph's Reply to the Shepherd
“If all the world and love were young,
And truth in every shepherd’s tongue,
These pretty pleas might me move
To live with thee and be thy love.
Time drives the flocks from field to fold
When rivers rage and rocks grow cold,
And Philomel becometh dumb;
The rest complains of cares to come.
The flowers do fade, and wanton fields
To wayward winter reckoning yields;
A honey tongue, a heart of gall,
Is fancy’s spring, but sorrow’s fall,
Thy gowns, thy shoes, thy beds of roses,
Thy cap, thy kirtle, and thy posies
Soon break, soon wither, soon forgotten—
In folly ripe, in reason rotten.
Thy belt of straw and ivy buds,
Thy coral clasps and amber studs,
All these in me no means can move
To come to thee and be thy love.
But could youth last and love still breed,
Had joys no date nor age no need,
Then these delights my mind may move
To live with thee and be thy love.”- Sir Walter Raleigh
"Poetry is not a turning loose of emotion, but an escape from emotion; it is not the expression of personality but an escape from personality. But, of course, only those who have personality and emotion know what it means to want to escape from these."
Lover/Fighter/Writer
I’m not a lover
and I’m not a fighter;
I’m a writer.
I will love you through epic poetry,
letters arranged in fridge magnets,
books dedicated to you, journals of
our lives and days and nights.
I will fight for you with metaphor,
with imagery and language so
strong it will make a grown man
heave a sigh and cry.
I am a lover
and I am a fighter;
I am a writer.